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As I drift off into the world unknown, my thoughts and ideas become wild and unrealistic. I feel it is my duty to prove these unrealistic thoughts that great things can happen and that I can make a change.

Somewhere in my subconscious is a vault just waiting to be opened and explored. I’m one who enjoys experimenting with art and writing, it’s the only way I find I’m able to express myself efficiently – I’m too clumsy with words when I speak.

In this journey of self-exploration, I will find the key to open the vault and unleash the answers I seek.

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